we can do all things through jesus christ which strengthens us my advice is to pray daily ask god to take the desire and the taste of alcohol from you and to remove any alcohol from around you and try not to associate with others that drink until you have gotten strong enough where they dont influence you i know it may seem harder then it sounds but your first step is to turn to god in prayer and second step is to remove the alcohol and that will be your first sign of strength and i will continue to pray for daily cause this spirit to drink can be broken and will be broken in jesus name be strong have a blessed day you are not an alcoholic you have overcome that addiction speak that into your life daily until you believe it