I seem to be lost. I think i am not being a good husband and father. I am very lazy and always delay things. I am very inconsistent in my prayer life. I have an addiction of chewing tobacco which I am not able to give up. I would like to be more disciplined in life and specially in my prayer life, but I somehow am not able to do that. I want my children and wife to be happy with me, but the way I act is not in line with what I wish to do for my family. I am not able to do anything career wise as well because of my lazy behavior. I wish to study and excel in my career and keep a good balance of family life and professional life.
Somehow I am not happy with myself and the way I behave and act. I have been praying about all the shortcomings in me, but am not willed enough to make it happen in life.
Please pray for me....