Please pray for me. last night at therapy it did not go well. i screamed and swore and got so upset i almost walked out. they told me my kids may never come home again. They also told me that my therapy is endig as it is not working out., I am so confused. My ex left me wtih a house that is in bad need of repairs and i have no money or anyone to help me with it if i sell it or do a short sale or foculsure i will loose lots of money so either way i will loose lots of money. I was keeping the house and going to fix it up for the kids to come home to. now i dont even know if they are coming back. they will be 15 soon and i miss them with all my heart and soul last night it felt like something died in me when they told me this. all my friends left me and on weekends it is the hardest for me. noone around all i do is cry. also my ex has to go to therapy and he said the only reason he is going is because it is court ordered. pray for me as when they told me my kids are not coming home i just wanted to walk out of therapy and move away. pray that i get a better job too as i cannot afford anything now and my ex is glad that the kids are in a home because he cannot support himself let alone support two kids. god bless paula