Pray for me and my wife Rebecca. I have really been struggling. We went through some really bad times in our marriage the last year or 2 and there was verbal abuse and a lot of lack of love on both sides.

It's been hard to heal.

Please pray that God gives us the healing we need. And the love and affection towards each other and warmth that we need. Pray that God heals and creates and restores physical affection and physical intimacy and emotional intimacy and connection and love to what he wants it to be.

It's been really hard for me wanting Rebecca to be affectionate with me, but she just hasn't always been and she hasn't given much physical affection. It's as if she just hasn't "wanted to". like it hasn't been something she has desired or it hasn't really crossed her mind or she hasn't felt like it.

Please pray that God heals and restores all to the way he designed it to be and that we would both have the love and affection and the desire for intimacy and closeness together that God wants us to have and as quickly as possible now and moving forward.

Pray that God will heal and restore what was lost and taken away in our marriage and our lives and goes above and beyond quickly too.

Pray for Rebecca to have healing breakthroughs and freedom and that she doesn't view me as a threat or enemy anymore at all. Jesus help and I pray for grace Lord amen. Jesus help Lord amen.

Help me Lord to lead too, if there is anything I can do Jesus show me.