Please pray for me and my wife.

We had some pretty bad times last year in our marriage and even earlier this year.

We are trying to get better now and heal.

For very long, Rebecca did not even give me much of any affection physically or anything.

I can't even tell lately if the affection is even real.

I can't tell if she has been genuinely giving me affection, or if she has been doing it out of fear, or anxiety ,or false motives to "make me happy" or "keep me from getting angry" or keep me from criticizing her.


Please pray that Rebecca's motives are genuine and true moving forward and that I don't doubt her or her motives.

Pray that God helps us and pray that God gives us what we truly need and all the healing , repair and growth we need.

Pray that God will show me and help me know that Rebecca's motives with affection are genuine and out of love too.

And that God like I said makes them truly loving motives, that they are not fear based or obligation , or trying to "prevent me from being angry/ triggered" .