Dear God,

I have such heavy bourdon right now with this court case. I do not have the strength or energy or money to fight this battle. I know I was wrong and am trying to remedy my situation but I don't have the resources to fight this battle. I have struggled with addiction my adult life and am trying cope with that as well as live my life but this case is making it impossible. Whenever I think about it I get sick. I dont know what to do. I dont have the answers. Please God help me. I dont know where to turn. Please