i am lost and i have been crying out to the lord for help. i am weak and i call upon the lord for strength. my heart is heavy and i am praying that God will help lift it up

please pray for me as i feel so lost and alone and scared and i have been crying and wanting this life to be over. i know God is amazing and he loves me and i know i need to trust and not go by feelings but it is so hard as i am so alone. please pray that i will be blessed with friends, a good church to belong to and to find a wonderful Christian woman to date, fall in love with and to marry sooner rather than later

i lived most of my adult life by myself and i pushed so many people away, i am done doing that so please pray that God will forgive me that i used to do that and bless me with a Godly spouse to love and not push people away anymore

thank you