Thank you for the prayers- i still feel very scared and i asked God to clarify to me what needs to happen, how i need to pray, how i need to lift my eyes up to him. please Dear Lord i pray and ask that you clarify to me what needs to happen in my life. i pray that you would wipe away any fog that is hindering me from you and you from me. i pray that this will be crystal clear on direction in this matter. i pray that i will have a Ah-ha moment and i will know in my heart the true truth and i will walk with you through this. i pray in the almighty name Jesus Christ i pray Amen- and amen