I am sorry to read about the feelings you’ve been battling. It appears you’ve had a tremendous amount of discouragement and disappointment in your life.

I wish there was something I could say to convince you that your life is of great value and that God cares for you deeply and intimately. While I realize that you probably don’t feel it right now, He loves you and is able to carry you through this trial. I promise to pray for you. It’s my prayer that, in the days ahead, the Lord will show you how much He loves you and how valuable and important your life is. May you find new hope and strength as you look to God.