I've been through so many storms in my long life, i can tell you today I can look back now in me old age and can see how God was right there with along with me all the way, even tough at the time I couldn't see it. I would cry to him for help, but I was not aware of all the people that came into my life helping me. Now I can see that even some were not what we call "Christians" because they didn't go to church, that God was using them to help me. But I'm sure now they were sent by God as the bible tells us, God is no respecter of man, and he will use whoever he wants to do his work, when Christians does not do the work of God. He will use none Christians to do his work for him, Praise His Holy Name. these people are not longer in this world but I thank God for sending them into my life and the protection some even gave me in this terrible world when the neighborhood started to get very bad. One of them gave me this little poem to read in my hardest time and I hope it helps you as it helped me back fifty five years ago. My our Lord Jesus Christ do the same for you and give you his peace, and the strength to keep you going, also replace that depression with joy until your cup runnerth over. In His Merciful name I pray. Amen!
Please read this below and concentrate on each world.
One night I had a dream…
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord, and Across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; One belonged to me, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before us, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, There was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in my life This really bothered me, and I questioned the Lord about it.
“Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, You would walk with me all the way; But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, There is only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why in times when I needed you the most, you should leave me.
The Lord replied, “My precious, precious child. I love you, and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you.
God bless you and hang in there for better days will come your way and someday when you are old you will look back and Praise God for His love for you, and for bringing you a beautiful rainbow and the sun will shine again in your life batter than before. Just love and trust the Lord with all your might, and hang in there.