during the height of the pandemic i got severely sick due to overmedication from my doctor. it was not their fault they accidently prescribed me the wrong meds and too much of the wrong meds and i ended up losing 50 pounds in 3 weeks and in and out of 4 hospitals. the med was for anti depression however when you overdose it has some horrific side effects and i had suicidal thoughts and tried to commit suicide twice. the doctor did confirm all this stuff was due to the meds. it has been over a year since all of this and it was a long road but i was doing so much better

about 3 weeks ago i started to feel the same way as i did when i first started the meds and i do not know if is some type of residual affects or it could be my depression or what may be going on.

I am asking everyone to please pray for me as i never what to get back to that place again, when i say i went through hell i do mean it and i think that i wont be able to handle it again. so please pray- please pray that God can deliver me from this sickness and that i can live a "normal" life. i am not asking for perfect i am asking not to have this depression anymore and that it wont cripple my life, i can have friends and maybe a girlfriend/ wife one day and maybe even children if that is what God wants in my life.

please pray that God can deliver me through this storm and guide me back to the light

thank you