Sorry this may sound silly but I'm normally off Wednesday and Thursday and I requested today off too, it's Tuesday so I could have an extra day so I can clean my house, my mother usually helps me, she lives here too. I work till 10, got home around 12 last night, went to sleep around 2)3 and I woke late today, but I'm feeling like I have butterflies, I have alot to do, usually takes 2 days, I split it up: clean out fridge, garbage cans out, microwave, stove, sink, toilet and medicine cabinet, sink, maybe counters and try to pick stuff up too and tomorrow floors need swept and mopped, windows cleaned, tables. Sorry to ramble but I feel overwhelmed and I wanna lay back down at almost 2 in afternoon to go back to sleep. I hope I didn't forget any cleaning supplies, I don't want to go back out. My mom also doesnt seem in a hurry to do anything, she has stuff laying around she hasn't picked up, my son is off work today unfortunately, I wish he wasn't home because he can be a jerk. I also have laundry and usual ironing to do plus shower and diñner. Please my anxiety, butterflies in stomach goes away, prayers all gers done and I also get some rest before going back to work Friday, I wish I would have requested Friday off too but it's too late. I'm 55 but I've actually asked people if I'm too young to apply for senior housing, I can't afford my own apartment, usually senior high rise based on income, I feel better after cleaning but it's tough to get started and this house is getting harder to clean, my son and daughter don't help clean, that's a losing argument. I wish my daughter could move out, my son is only 16.

Prayers my family and ex get saved. Prayers Jesus comes back soon.