I am sorry to read about the feelings you’ve been battling. It appears you’ve had a tremendous amount of discouragement and disappointment in your life. I am especially concerned to learn that you often feel no desire to continue living.

The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline operates toll-free, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Just call 1-800-273-TALK. Their TTY number is 1-800-799-4TTY. I also strongly encourage you to seek out a person nearby who you can share your feelings and thoughts with -- perhaps your doctor, pastor, or another caring professional.

In the meantime, I wish there was something I could say to convince you that your life is of great value and that God cares for you deeply and intimately. While I realize that you probably don’t feel it right now, He loves you and is able to carry you through this trial. I promise to pray for you. It’s my prayer that, in the days ahead, the Lord will show you how much He loves you and how valuable and important your life is. May you find new hope and strength as you look to God.