Please pray God will remove from me this anger I feel toward my youngest daughter. While my oldest daughter was in her death bed, she wanted to talk to me. We were on our way to the hospital to be with her. I was told she asked to talk to me, but my younger daughter who was with her called the house line phone and left the message there, instead of our cell, never bother to call both phones. I never got to talk to my oldest daughter, or know what she wanted to tell me. It hurts so much till today not knowing what my dear daughter wanted me to know before she passed away. She was already in a coma by the time we got there, lived only till the next day evening without recovering from that coma. Lord I miss her so much, please help me. My younger daughter moved many years ago so far from us to live with a man she met on the net. Since then we hardly know the person she is today, she knew her sister was sick for a few years with cancer, only came to see her at her death bed. She went back home the morning before her sister went to be with the Lord, don't come to visit us nor calls us. I email her and she takes weeks to answer me just telling me, I'm fine. If I call she never answers the phone nor calls me back God I need help to forgive her for not being near her only sister, except for two days in so many years, and the hurt she caused me at my oldest daughter's last moment to talk to me. I never got angry at her then, nor have asked her why she didn't called our cell number, she knows them both. I was numb during those last few days. But like I said, as soon as she moved away she became that way toward us and her sister who always loved her so much. My younger daughter also needs to know the Lord, she was raised in the church, but has turned her back on Him, her children too don't serve the Lord today. We all need prayers, my heart hurts so much each single day, I have no more tears left just the pain and anger now, which I know it's not good for me or anyone else.