Thank you for praying. Why I feel guilty is that it did cross my mind but I think I was in a form of denial, I had a lot of other things going on and the symptoms were mild enough, but looking back I should have taking control of the situation faster. It is not such a serious variant and most of our population has been vaccinated but I hope it will not reach someone vulnerable who it might make very ill over my in part, neglect. The fact is for about 2 years I was almost obsessively careful to the point of exhaustion, got all my vaccines and then I relaxed and at the time it came, I did not want to deal with the possibility of it, I was trying to push it or wish it away and just hope it might be something else. I just pray the Lord in His mercy will protect all those connected with me in work, public etc and there will be no serious consequences. I appreciate your prayers.