I screwed up so bad. I met this guy on a dating app & have been to his house 3 times & have had sex with him each time. I strayed away from God a long time ago. I used to be so active in church & taught kids ministry but the church i was attending was toxic & I after I left, I stopped looking for another church & just gave up. I'm 23 years old. I live with my family & I know my parents are gonna be ultra disappointed in me IF I'm pregnant & they somehow find out. I was very promiscuous a few years ago & had several pregnancy scares & that's when I started going back to church & got my life on track....but now I feel like I'm too far gone from God. I haven't talked to him in ages & I know he still loves me but he's disappointed. Also I'm not the brightest lightbulb....I had no idea what ovulation was & after downloading a period tracker app after I started seeing this guy, it showed me by predicted ovulation day & we had unprotected sex the day before I started ovulating & it said that I have a medium chance of pregnancy...please pray that I'm not pregnant & that God give me the strength & patience to abstain from premarital sex. I'm so scared. Please pray I'm not pregnant.