Dear God, please forgive me for struggling with my faith and doubting your presence. I know that you're there although I feel like you have abandoned me. I am praying to you to ask that you please help me heal from the pain I feel from losing my relationship with Celeste. It has been 7 months and I am in relentless distress no longer having her in my life. I ask that you please reunite us one more time and allow her heart to forgive me and clear out any misunderstandings between us. She is the love of my life and I miss her dearly. I have been taught that through prayer to you that anything is possible, so I please ask that you lead our hearts back together as she is the one who made me truly happy. Please help her find salvation, overcome her insecurities, understand her self-worth and protect her from hurt. Also, please work on me to help me become whole again. In your name I pray, Amen.