thank you guest to being so vulnerable about your life wanting kids. I should trust in the lord. I am sometimes worry that I have stepped out of his will and ruined the plans God has for me, however i also need to remember that God knows everything there is know about me including my missteps. My father God please forgive me for not trusting you enough, for not loving you enough, for not having enough faith. Please forgive me father. I put my trust in you and know that you are with me. I know i will need to put in the work as well but help me be guided by you and help me to be a better man, friend, brother, son, uncle, human being, servant. Thank you God for your love and your son Jesus. in Jesus name i pray amen