I had been praying about a man I knew and whether The Lord wanted us to be together. There was a time I had a peace that God would in His time bring this about.
However now we are apart in different towns, different jobs etc. and not in contact. And there's the virus. It seems almost impossible and I question if I was deluded. I do not want have a desire of the heart for years that leads to nothing. Yet I do not want to lose faith. The conflict is making me feel discouraged and depressed. If it is not God's will I need Him to remove the desire, as I am finding it so difficult to do this in my own strength. And if it is His will, a clear opening. I appreciate your prayers.