Please pray for me. In the past couple of weeks there is more conflict than usual in the family home. I am trying to care for my mother who also suffers from depression and though I love her she can be stubborn and it can be exhausting psychologically trying to coax her etc to get out of bed even . Then maybe it's the conflict in the heavenlies before advent... but I feel I am being picked on by other family members and what really bothers me is I have become very reactive with a poor filtering system an d saying things back I regret. It had been fine even thru lockdown but though I have in some ways been growing spiritually I feel I am regressing in other ways. I am prob better off away from my family, tho I still love them, but my mother needs care and my funds are limited re housing etc. My mother believes but others do not really want to know. I get hurt when they persecute me but I should be loyal to Jesus and not retaliate yet I have been lately. Please pray as I am on treacherous ground. I feel when I am doing well traps are set for me to regress again. Thanks