Dear God
I come to you begging for peace. I know satan is attacking my current relationship w past trauma and god I am scared, I am sad, and I am angry. Please see my heart through this and know that I am trying to be faithful in your promises even though I'm so scared. God help me remember that you are the one who fulfills my happiness, my joy, my wisdom, and my mind. I cannot find these things in the world and nothing worldly will fill that void. I turn to you because you know my desires and as my creator you know what is right for me. Please let me not fear being alone, please help me not sacrifice myself just for the title of girlfriend or wife. Please let me stop saying I'm unworthy or unlovable or not wife material. God my heart is in so much pain please help me amen.