Um so I'm 18, turning 19 soon, and going to be a freshman in college. I just would like to pray for God to forgive me for having premarital sex, and pray that I'm not pregnant. I never wanted to have sex before marriage, but this one guy kind of convinced me to do it and I convinced myself mentally, but it was 3am and I don't think throughly at that time. I believe he used a condom (not 100% sure though) and I'm not on birth control, however I did take Plan B within 36 hours afterwards. My family (including extended) will be 100% disappointed in me if they know. I believe I had my period like a week after I had sex, but I'm not sure if it was like the false period thing that can happen sometimes. I wouldn't be able to handle a child mentally, emotionally, or financially. I'm too scared to take any pregnancy tests, but I was supposed to have my period almost 3 weeks ago. I stress easily and overthink, so I'm not sure if I am or am not. My periods, also, have never been super regular, so it might just be that too. Please pray for me to not be pregnant and for me to get my period.