God help me. I'm so tired of this life. So tired of hurting from spinal problems. So tired of financial difficulties and hardships. So tired of living a closed relationship with my spouse... after 18 years we're basically just roommates that constantly bicker. So tired of issues at work... I'm in healthcare and watching COVID is taking it's toll... between layoffs, sick patients, sick employees... it never ends. Most of my family has either passed away or scattered throughout the country... some have moved around the world. Friends are becoming more sparce as I get older. I can't bear the load much more. I constatntly pray for help, for strength, for guidance, but feel abandoned. It gets to be soooo much and I'm soooo tired of this life. God please hear me... and help
Amen