why can't i leave this dysfunctional relationship? i tell myself its i am going to leave but i dont. yet every single day i am hurt, lied to, ripped off, made a fool of and everything else. why do i stay? ive often thought it's because of my past childhood and loosing my dad at six years old...traumatized from a sudden loss.. i don't know... why cant i get on the right path? im trying to find my purpose and yet im just being used and abused. will god ever come to my aid? or is it me and i just dont see or hear him.. i am scared of being homeless, broke, alone, in danger, and its clear to me that i have to be mentally stronger and less timid but i cant seem to get my footing. so please god please bust a move and lift me up .. i love you and i want to be a better person so please come to my assistance