I lost a very good man do to my traumas from childhood and past relationships. I have learned from the things that broke us as I have gone on a journey of self healing and growth. I happen to be very much in love with this man on a soul level. as he has always uplifted me in prayer and in day to day action. He loved me unconditionally when i was not so loveable...but he has not been able to release damage I caused a few years ago. We have only been apart a week and the damage problems I caused were more than three years ago.. we are speaking now (love is not an issue - he is dealing with trust and pain he has held in for 3 years. He forgave me in words but not in his heart)... I am headed to Atlanta this weekend on faith to articulate who he is to me..own every mistake I ever made in the past and let him know i understand that he has carried this on his heart years after he said I forgive you...I pray that he sees the honesty in my words and soul and can finally forgive me from his heart...i want him to know he can believe the closeness we have had for the past year or so...we are not lacking in love or affection one another..we simply need to heal wounds that have been there for a while. wounds he pretended were healed but never were....I want to see him whole in his heart and have him get past what happened 3 years ago... I just am looking for outside prayers to give me favor and open his heart and eyes to see that he can trust that i will not betray his love again, and that he can forgive me truly..not just in words but in his heart. pray to give me the courage to follow through with speaking to him and reaching out to him. I want our relationship to be edified for God. I want God to be pleased and to be in the midst of every part of it. thank you all in advance for your prayers. I know GOD is in the midst when we touch and agree.

Amen