God please keep blessing Rev John.I am writing this testimony just because I'm being delivered. The process of writing out the details brought about more revelations and healing and I realize that God is not done with my process! I found out that I had some deeply suppressed traumas that were rooted in rejection. A next door neighbor touch me inappropriately at the pool when I was 11 or 12 years old. I went to my mother but all she did was tell me to stay away from him; she did nothing to reprimand this man and protect others from him. I also remembered being molested by a girlfriend's father. At this point in my life, I knew that I could not tell my parents about what happened because my dad was tired of handling things with his daughters. I remember him telling my sister once, “Why does this stuff happen to you guys? I think you make it up.” As a result, I started suppressing these events because I didn't have anyone to support me. I felt disgusting and thought that I was somehow responsible for causing these events.

This message from the divine messenger Rev pastor John brought healing and deliverance in my life. After I read this message I felt a different mode( I was so high in spirit and I had Goosebumps all over my body). I then decided to do exactly the things Rev John said in this message( pray,fast for 3 days and mediate). After I did all those required things I thereafter contacted Rev John and utilizing Rev John's experience in helping people with deep rejection. I am now pain free. I have started to ask God to heal me and let the woman I was meant to be to come out. Rev sent me a healing prayer called, immediately after I prayed and found myself crying and rejoicing. I when to sleep that night I Jesus hugged me in my dreams and told me that He has really missed me. I have never had a dream like this before; it was certainly from God. I'm healed Hallelujah.