I'm praying for you because I'm experiencing this pain in my relationship as well. It's a pain that no one should endure and at times, it feels like it will kill you. We serve safe big God, one that does miracles EVERY day. I'm praying for you, your family, and specifically that your husband's eyes will be opened and heart be softened. The story of Hosea and Gomer helped me tremendously. I'm praying for protection over your marriage and children. I stand in agreement with you and your prayers, if there is any negativity posted in the comments here.. ignore it, people can be nasty when you are praying for a miracle such as this. Hold on to God's promises and speak life to your miracle, even when your faith is weak