15 years of depression and lost soul seeking his true father. Praying every day for direction and still stuck in the deep dark valley and not seeing any light. I am trying really hard not to give up but 15 years of the same thing is really hard! I am now on anti depression pills and I have asked prayers from family, friends, pastors and I have prayed everyday. I am a believer and I was baptized and confirmed and I believe in god but still I am stuck

please pray that God will deliver me out of this and see the rays of the sun. everyone keeps on talking about a loving god and a merciful god and I want to believe but it is hard when you are so depressed for most of your life. Please Father hear my prayers