I'm at a loss right now. God never gives us more than we can handle, but I fear I'm close to my breaking point. I feel broken, I feel scared. God is being silent and I am being tested. I need peace... I need reassurance. .. I need something to give... may God reveal His plan to me, because I cannot do this on my own. Everything going on right now is so confusing, I'm hurt.. I just don't know how to do this anymore, I'm trying so hard just to keep it together while I feel like I'm falling apart. I'm praying harder than I have in years, reading the word, listening to sermons, and believing. .. but I cannot feel God, it's getting hard to pray. I feel discouraged. Any prayers, encouragement, stories, or Scriptures are welcomed. .. I need this to turn around