(09-06-2017 06:25 PM)Guest Wrote:  Remember what you let go it will come back to you. Just don't put any pressure and don't let the enemy make your life miserable. God has a plan for you, allow him to work in you first. I pray for you and Steven, in Jesus mighty name amen.

Thank you! God had brought me do much closer to Him through this, I haven't prayed this much in years. ... that's actually how I found this group, but my heart worries about Steven. I worry for his safety, his soul, his heart. I've been reminded of the story of Hosea and Gomer many times throughout this. While me and Steven are not married, he is whom my heart loves. I know what God has spoken, it was never give up. I know that God does not interfere in free will, but I'm praying that like Gomer, God can use His divine influence to protect him, open his eyes, and let him not forget that he loves me.