I am asking for prayers. God knows all and the things that I am dealing with. He knows my needs and what is best for me. I ask for forgiveness in everything that is not pleasing to HIM. I don't know how I am going to make ends meet. Every time I get to a point I think that things are getting better another attack happens. It has been like this for my whole adult life. I just turned 56 and still single. I am overwhelmed with debt and not able to keep up. I also am not able to afford my medicine. I feel like someone is a curse on me or using witchcraft to keep me unhappy and to loose everything and everyone in my life. I am really tired and having such pain and breathing problems from the situation and overwhelmed with anxiety. I am praying for strength and the will to bare my cross but I feel like I am loosing hope. AMEN!