Hi I have recently found out that I have genital herpes and I am devastated I have been in a five-year Monogamous relationship so I thought ?and I don't know how to move on from this I feel that I'm collateral damage and I'm in this world all alone with this disease I wish to absolutely make it disappear from my life forever .... I. Have been abused emotionally physically socially spiritually sexually my entire life I am 46 years old and I am still trying to find myself please please I need your help in Jesus name