I have made many mistakes and sins in my past and now I am awaiting results from tests and I am so afraid that I may have contracted HIV. I was a single mom for a long time and lost in my faith and angry but now I am married to a wonderful man and am recommitting my life to God and trying to raise my children in the faith. Please pray that my results come back negative so I can have a second chance at a Christian life with my husband and children. We want to to more children together and I am terrified. The anxiety waiting for the results is literally about to kill me.