Over a year ago, I pushed away a close friend that I cared about very much. I haven't talked to him since but I can't forget about him and what happened. I've regretted it every day since then. This past year I've been able to push away those thoughts and feelings but lately I've had this overwhelming feeling that I should talk to him and ask for his forgiveness. I miss him terribly but I hurt him badly and it consumes my every thought and I can't bear this any longer. I want to say something to him but I'm scared and nervous. I don't know if it's too late or if I should even try. Please pray for our reconciliation and that I have the strength and courage to say what I need to tell him.