Please pray for my bestfriend and I. We were engaged to be married but had broken up. We had been dealing with long distance death in the family and lost good communitaion. We recently spent time together and we're both happy to see each other. Since on the phone mostly text messages we had both said or did hurtfull things. Some things I said that were hurtful tear me apart for saying them. We both talked about it and both talked about how felt. She said she had mist me so much as I am her best friend, I feel the same. She said she forgave me for the hurtfull things I said. Forgiving myself for saying them is not so easy. I feel hurt also for things that were hurtfull to me, I forgive her. I have recently taken jesus christ as my savior and feel awfully for not saying things with love when we argued. In my heart I still would like to spend my life with her, I want to be a good Christian and man to her and all she dreams of. Communicate with her in the most loving way. I wish she would also want to go to church together. She says how much you loves me and misses me but can't promise that we will be together as a couple again or get married. We have been very close for more than six years. I pray that we can have all the love we have had at best friends, communicate in loving ways with each other, not say things out of fear, or hurt. But heal all hurts, have even more love for each other, have jesus with us in our lives.Bring us even closer together, to spend time together again, be able to share our lives with happiness. We have both cried. And she has asked for space. I said she can call if she needs to talk to me, she said the same. But she wants space in discussing our relationship. I pray also God restores trust and closeness we once had. Renewing our relationship. We have had a lot of pain and hurt feelings. I feel we need God to help. We both care about each other so much. I don't call her because she asked for space. Also please pray I have patience for how ever long she needs, I do miss her very much but want her to know I care about her feelings.