My dear Father

I come before you a sinner, a liar, a hypocrite and more. I am not worthy to call you Father let alone utter your name. We both know this. I have moved so far from you in my thoughts, in the way I behave and in the way I choose to live my life. Forgive me Father as you forgive all things. Forgive me for being weak in the flesh and in the mind. Forgive me for doubting your Word, your Grace and your Mercy! Your Grace is sufficient! Forgive me for not living as I should. Forgive me for not honouring my father and mother as I should. Forgive me for gossiping, telling lies about people, inventing situations and being self centered. Help me to learn to forgive myself, and to start practicing and living the Word of God. Give me the mind and heart to love you without doubt and fear, to trust you. My relationships on this earth have blinded me. I love you Lord Jesus.