Please pray for me. I am in an unhealthy situation at home. My mother is getting older and I have for a long time looked after things, though she could probably do quite a bit herself if I wasn't there. There is mental illness in the family and it causes a lot of disturbance. Lately especially I feel strongly about moving on. The other members of the family can well afford outside help to replace me. But whenever I mention building a life outside the home my brother gets angry and tries to make me feel guilty. It is very hard to discuss it with him logically at times- he is not a believer like me and I feel God wants me to move on but Satan is holding me down. I also have very little confidence with jobs outside the house- my concentration is poor and I get over anxious. I feel if I don't make a move soon it could be too late for me. In a way it suited me to stay at home too- but it is starting to make me feel tied up in knots and trapped. Please pray I will find a way out soon and things will turn around so that I will not find myself in a situation where I feel I have to return home again.

thank you for praying