I feel so desperate for so many different reasons and just need guidance so badly. I am trying to hear what God is saying to me but am worried it is just my wishful thinking one moment and then my anxiety the next moment. I have heard of people saying a Christian just came to them and gave them a word or prophesy from God. I am desperate for God to do that to me. I just need some guidance, some indication of what to do, some reassurance that what has happened is not me messing things up for myself for life but that it was either part of God's plan or that God is going to repair what was broken or that it was broken for a reason. Please someone help me.