Love God with all your heart first and find a man who does too. This man is unequally yoked with you and that pains you. I know because I loved an Atheist and believed that if we just stayed off faith topic, things would be fine; yeah right. He'd make fun of prayer with my kids and he hated My faith. So I finally asked God to send him away because I knew he wasn't right for me but my emotions were involved. God did that and now I'm waiting on the Lord to bring me His best because I know He created me and He knows exactly the man that's right for me. Jesus will show you. Take a stand by faith because without faith it is impossible to please God.