God is NEVER mad at you. The great news is that Jesus was enough for past, present and future sins. He doesn't love us because we're lovely. It's by grace. God ALREADY forgave you when you accepted Jesus so you must not let Satan attack your conscience because God has dominion. Be Christ conscious doing what He wants, not sin conscious. Read the scripture and agree with God's Word.

Also, you already know this man isn't right because your spirit is telling you that. Also, ask God to show you the church that you should go to. He will direct your steps. Listen to what your spirit is telling you. This man is not the answer, Jesus is and your kids are the priority over a man. Ask the Lord to send away anything contrary to His Word. Renew your mind with reading scripture. Also, if you have an iPhone listen to Andrew Wommack's podcasts.

I am divorced and have my 2 children. I am content with the Lord and what He wants because I know it's infinitely better than what I could do because He flung the world into existence and He is perfect. Did you know Isaiah 54:5 says Your Maker is your husband. God always provides.

Father God,increase Ald's faith and direct her to the job You have ordained for her and order her thoughts, steps and bring the right people into her life in the name of Jesus so that she is not "conformed to the pattern of this world, but is transformed by the renewing of her mind. Then she will be able to test and approve what Your will is- Your good, pleasing and perfect will. And I thank You, Father God for Your forever hedge of protection around her, her children, her finances and everything she touches shall prosper in Jesus' name. Amen.