Prayers for Biblical discernment in my church for Eric R. And others. Prayers for change. Please pray that if he isnt the man God wants for me, the Lord will find a good Biblical and loving church for me and my children and reliable transportation to get there every week. If remarriage is for me, pray God sends a faithful Godly man to me who is Biblically discerning and who will live my kids like his own and they will love him. PLEASE don't let me embarrass myself at church with this man Eric if he isn't the one and help take away the pain and disappointment within me and or him too if he's interested in me. My marriage and divorce long and painful. My church has alot of legalism in it and been there for years, hard to leave. No good churches in neighborhood, no car to travel elsewhere. Please pray for a career for me at my age to be independent and care for children, needed so badly, si much inner turmoil and pain over this. Want to be free. No idea what to do, don't know if its too late and don't know if I have skills to have a career. Prayed for so long about this and still no cut and dry solutions. Maybe God is mad at me.