Dear Believers in Jesus, I ask for prayer on this night before Easter from all those who will feel led to pray for me. I have two sons, one is 47 and one is 26. They are both brilliant and very successful in their professions. I raised them both to love and serve God, putting Him above ALL and first in their lives. I lived the example before them and they both once knew and loved the God of Israel and loved me. Now they are both very very far from the God they once knew and they both treat me with contempt and hatefulness. I have prayed for their salvation for years and now I am getting up in years and not in good health. I have endured this persecution rejection and disrespect for many years from both of them but I have continued to love, pray for, and help them in every way I could. I feel now like I just can't go on. I am very depressed, don't sleep well, and really don't want to live anymore. My career is over and my children are not nice to me so I don't really have any reason to live anymore. I was not invited to the oldest one's wedding or his baby shower for his son. I still sent lovely gifts which were never acknowledged. I loved my children above all things in my life (other than God) and put them first always. I am at the end. I am truly praying for God to take me on as it is killing me to stay around and see this anymore. Thank you for your prayers. May God bless all of you and fill you with His Holy Spirit this Easter.