Lord, I need your help. I am alone and lost. I need Your guidance. I'm so tired of feeling lost, sad and lonely. Guide me, Lord, back to You. I have drifted away, Lord, and I thirst now for your Love and presence in my heart, in my life. Please forgive me, Father. Please help me get through this valley of sadness and depression and despair that I'm in. You know what I do. You see what I am. Lord help me to open my heart to You and to live my life for You again. I am lost without You. Ever since my husband died I have been drowning in a sea that I can't seem to get out of. My tears soak through to my soul, Lord and I am weak with fear and anxiety. I pray that You will rescue me from this ocean of despair and pain. My heart is heavy, Lord and I don't know how long I can do this. I know You said You wouldn't give us more than we could carry, Lord, and I trust Your word. My burdens are so heavy, Lord that I'm afraid. I'm afraid and so lonely without him that I don't want to live, but I don't want to die. Help me to better understand my feelings and to deal with them through Your Love and Mercy. Father, again I ask You to forgive me and bless me with Your tender loving care. Show me the path that I need to take in my life and hold me in Your arms as I find my way back. Please don't let me drown in my sorrow. I love You, Jesus, Lord. I trust in You and trust Your word and promises. Please help all of the one's that are heavily burdened, Lord. Keep them all safe and out of harm's way. Thank You, Lord, for all of Your glory and for all of the beautiful, wonderful, happy years that I had with my true love, my soul-mate, my husband. These things I pray in Your name......AMEN.