When I think of my childhood past it still haunts me I was bullied beaten up in primary school I still remember the beating and the mockery towards me I experienced from a student which humiliated me I cried after that traumatic experience and was scared of the other kids who would try and target me. I thought this memory will never return but it keeps coming back and now the tears running down I still feel at guilt I never stood up for myself I see people as a threat who may try and harm me because of the past I want this to not let affect the present