Dear God, Please take this pain away from my heart

Dear God, Please help me take this pain away from my heart. Please help me Lord Jesus our Father. You know how much I tried and gave all I can and sacrificed to my marriage, All I took and ore but all I get back from Ricky is Pain, hurt, betrayal, bad belittling words. God you know I deserve to be happy because that all I ever gave was love and get disrespected from Ricky. Please take the pain way from my heart and fill this void in my heart and make me whole again, so I can laugh, be happy and enjoy myself with others. I’ve got no more tears left in my eyes, no more blood left in my heart to bleed. Please help me take away this rain and let sunshine back into my life, I forgive Ricky and the woman Nilda that broke my home up. I pray to god to forgive them and let Nilda find her own man and leave my husband Ricky alone to come back to his family. I love him so much maybe that is why I can’t see or think right; I am praying for God to bring him back to me and let the lord blind him every time she tries to call, text, or to meet her. let the lord remind him every time he tries let the lord remind what a beautiful family he got at home waiting for his return. Please Nilda find her own man and lord give her your blessing. I forgive them both for their adultery. Lord Jesus you know me and you know I don’t disturb this pain I was a faithful wife to Ricky until Satan got into his life and messed everything up. Please Lord go into my husband life and wash him with your blood and make him your child, let him turn to you and believe in you. Lord please takes this pain away from my heart because I don’t know what to do. The pain is so severe that I am about to get a nervous break down
Lord Jesus I turn to you with my heart and soul open for your help. Please work your miracle so my husband can come back to me faithful and honest and fall in love like the first time he saw me. Let him only get eyes for me blind him if Nilda tries to call, text or want to see him. Let him remember and relished she is not good for me. The only one is good is his wife Suzanne. Lord Jesus you are the only one that can help bring my husband home, please help me. I need him and our children too. Please Lord make my family be a happy one again. You are the only. You said ask I you shall receive, so I am asking for your help to bring my husband back to me and our children.
Thank you Lord, I pray in Jesus Holly Name Amen