I was exactly where you are many many years ago. You're not alone God Bless you!! I will keep you in my prayers. Sometimes it's good to speak with a counselor or a therapist. It will help with the social anxiety part. Not knowing who you are, that will change in time as you become more confident in yourself. Dear Heavenly Father, Guide this person and help give them clarity so that they will understand who they are and be able to socialize without anxiety. Bless them and let them know they are a child of God and should have no fear or self doubt. I ask this humbly in Jesus name. Amen