Guest, i can relate. I have been asking the Lord for courage, as well as the love Jesus practiced while reaching out to others. Others say there is tough love, and that what makes others courageous to fight the good fight.
Father, forgive us when we were not godly and contented the time You were pouring Your grace on us. Please forgive us when we took for granted all the good and perfect gifts being sent us, and not being thankful instead. Help us, melt our hard headedness and lead us to Your feet again, for there is no other we can go to. Have mercy on others too when You said Be bold and strong, for the Lord Your God is with you. Thank You for hearing and grant us more and more love and courage as Your Spirit teaches and comforts us, to serve You in this life, amen.