Many are going through what u are in. Please focus on our Maker, seek first His kingdom and righteousness. We cannot explain all the crimes twisted hearts can do, but God knows and sees everything, keeping watch on the evil and the good. Trust Him with all your heart, find time in His word before bed and on waking so you can fill ur thoughts with heavenly things and not the turmoil down here. May God hear your prayers and grant u peace in spite of goings on. In His mercy we rely and on the name of Jesus.