I need prayer badly ! recently the woman I was engaged to just told me she didn't want to be in a relationship anymore and left. also I just started a new job last week and the electric is going to be shut off tomorrow and I also have to come up with $200 more for rent and somehow have gas money to get back and forth to work and buy food. I'm heart broken and very depressed. I don't know how to process or handle anything anymore, and I'm at the point to where I just want to give up on life. my depression has almost completely taken over. honestly don't even care to live anymore