My dear lord god I am weak and in need of your strength. I humble myself before you and beg of you to show me in your infinite wisdom what it is you seek for me to do. I reach out to you with words from my mouth for I am a sinner. But I am lost and cannot see the path you have chosen for me for I have lost my way. I pray that the shepherd that you are will guide me and grant me wisdom, kindness and peace. For it is you that can guide in the ways you wish me to go. Let me not suffer as I have but find you again. And in finding you understand as you are the god that teaches me wisdom beyond all understanding.